“Borderline Personality Disorder”

by Karen Van Benschoten, posted in Borderline Personality Disorder, Mental Illness
Because Mom wasn’t ever there,
When any leave, then they don’t care.
They’re going to leave me behind,
And never again will I find.
Find that one who helps me think,
These days, I don’t take a drink.
But if she’s gone for just a day,
Then gone she will forever stay.
My fears, they run so very deep,
Relationships are hard to keep.
But it really all is in my mind,
If I look hard, someday I’ll find.
That people don’t really stay away,
Our relationship is here to stay.
But deep inside, I still don’t fight,
The feeling that I’ve not been right.
Separation I cannot take,
My fear, I fear, I cannot fake.
Please come and let me know,
That you’ll not actually go.

One thought on ““Borderline Personality Disorder””

  1. Sometimes relationships come and go. That is the nature of being human. What is different from the past is that it is no longer a life and death issue, even though sometimes it feels like it is. When you were a child it may have been a life and death issue…. your life depended on your parents. Now the child inside of you has the adult you to take care of her….. forever and ever.

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