Mind Racing In My Head

I sit here by the open window,
Watching everyone who goes by,
Wishing it was that easy
Somewhere inside I know.

I can’t go out on the grass,
Or in the sand of the beach,
I just move around in my little place,
All that is there is beyond my reach.

Life for me is difficult,
I need help for my shoes
I wouldn’t let her see me like this,
At times I have the blues.

Blues lead me to the edge,
Of what is right or wrong,
At times now, i do not care,
I’ll work to make myself strong.

– van –